i want to change my name again. except i don't. what is this sudden sense of stability? is this what it's like to be sane? it's frustrating. i liked being so fluid (no you didn't quinn, it was terrifying and disorienting). i liked being able to be whoever i wanted to be (no you didn't, remember how scared you used to feel when you looked in the ( Read more... )

so i'm back to a smartphone. that lasted about 2 days. i literally cannot live without a cameraphone now, images have just become part of the way i communicate. i've always recorded things around me, mostly by writing them down, but the combination of having a cameraphone and studying film has changed the way i see and record the world around me. ( Read more... )

Lately I've been feeling fatigued by how constantly connected I am. I love the internet, I grew up on it, I used it to find other freaks like me and to cope in a world that actively hated me. I'm pretty sure that without it I'd be dead. But lately things have been different. I've fallen into the trap of using Facebook to numb the pain of loneliness ( Read more... )

Sometimes I forget that writing can be fun. Since the Orlando shooting my Facebook feed has been full of people's articles and opinions and think pieces and blog posts and screenshots and I'm just sick of it. Before that there was the gorilla thing, and everyone's opinions on that. There there's everything about both elections, US and Australian. ( Read more... )